A Funeral For My Once Loved Youth

Finding it odd and quite morbid that she plans her funeral daily. Counting down the moments until her last. She promises you that you will never find another who loves life as much a she, but her time to go will be shortly. She craves to inspire and impact others with the life she lives and the death that will overcome her. She asks you to not cry for her in sorrow whenever it happens, but to exclaim what a glorious life she lived. This death will not be done by self but she knows that one day her life will end...sooner rather than later. This is her deepest secret. he fears that judgement will come upson her if people were to find this out. Her parents will think more into her depression and check her into a suicid clinic. She needs you to realize that she is far from suicidal though she has great hope for death to arrive.