You Will Live To Tell

Realizing she has been missing for a day, she writes.
Yesterday -- April 03, one of the most challenging days she has had in quite some time. Yelling, screaming, shouting, crying...she can't talk much more of it. Unable to know where to turn, she tries to run...again. Love stops her; holding her tight in her arms, "You're not going anywhere". So many thoughts run through her mind as the mascara drips from her eyes, in result of her tears. She feels as if she is unable to go on. Trying to be true to herself, she is stopped with full force. Hurt and broken. Lost and confused. All faults and imperfections are being thrown in her face. What was she to do?
A small private councelling session was sceduled that night. For now, all is well. But she will just have to wait and see.
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Today was good day for Hopeful. Work went well, conversations were held and there was not a trace of anger. She does not have much to say about today. Long-overdue family time was done today which she enjoyed quite a bit.