So this is what true hearache feels like. Ouch. First love, first loss...all for what? Tears and future fears? Anger builds within her. She is ready to burst. Unaware of the direction she is face or will be facing. Where does she go from here? How could someone be so heartless? People tried to explain that to Hopeful, but she was blinded by love. She now has her in disbelief of this four letter word, 'love'. Now, erasing that from her vocabulary. What is the point of love anyway? The majority of the time it doesn't even work out. All her life she has been the witness to love and loss. Love and heartache. She has been taking notes each and every time. Her solution: do not love, and do not let others love. She is now trying to separate herself from her but it is so difficult. The feelings are still so strong. Though she has moved on, and told her that she wants nothing to do with her. Hopeful can't help her feelings. As much as she wishes she could get over her easily, she is unable to. The lyrics are her strong point. Helping her day by day.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMNbaA2sRAU
The beginning of the healing process. She has accepted the fact that she is never comming back to her. She is now healing from that pain. In time, she will feel fine. Feeling free to love whomever she chooses. But for now, she will just have to wait.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
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