I'm Afraid Of Losing You (Again)

"Some random came up to me, and asked me if i was gay. I was like, uh..no, and he was like, oh you look gay, then walked away" -- Annonymous
She never did understand how it was possible for one to "look gay". How is it that the way a person looks can resemble their sexual preferance? She would like to know if it is because of the colour of their hair? Skin tone? Eye Colour? Is there a gay dress code? She was wondering if there was a certain look for thoes who are straight. When Hopeful first came out as a lesbian people would tell her, "You are too cute to be gay". Does this mean that thoes who are not straight, are not beautiful. She finds this odd, because some of the msot beautiful people she knows are homosexual, bisexual, pansexual or transgender. Hopeful had this conversation with one of her best friends. She once pushed her out of her life, and she was convinced it was for good...until today. The comfort of her smile and the slightest telephone call, reassured her that this friendship was meant to last. Life without her had been so upsetting. Seeing her almost everyday, without her. That tore her apart inside, but she dare not let that show. Afraid of showing weakness and regret and just kept on walking. Today we embraced eachother with the most heart-warming hug that she has had in a very long time. Appologizing for the pain she had caused her in the past. Smiling with ease, her heart is at peace. She is back in her life. She will love you always. On her heart, she has made her mark.